Shipping off

I remember when two weeks away from you would kill me
I remember it like how I remember my first word
I know it happened, once, a long time ago
I have proof of it
But I can't remember it in my mind
I can't imagine what kind of person
Would be so lost without you
I can't begin to imagine
How he could worry and fret
Over I don't even know what

I remember when two weeks away from you would have killed me
But it didn't
And yet
I wish I could be that boy again
When I felt so alive with emotion
When I felt hungry with want

I remember when two weeks away from you didn't kill me
And yet I feel dead all the same