Stripped of words

I wonder if I like music without lyrics because the lack of words lets me attach meaning
That the same song one day can be happy, the next sad
Or if it's because sometimes I can't stand to hear other people saying the words I hear in my head every day
I wonder if I write poetry because I'm too fucking stupid to write stories
Too fucking lazy to write even short stories
Too fucking uninspired to write music
Too fucking emotionless to write music without lyrics